Hello.♥ I'm SZECHI. Turning nineteen on MAY10. :D
I didn’t change. I just grew up, that’s all.
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Thursday, September 30, 2010 @ 11:22 PM Day 37.
Bear with it, bear with it szechi! You can do it! :D
Hmmm, I wrote down my account password in our love blog. Will he even pass by it? Anyway, Nlevel is in another 4days time. I'm not afraid, but I'm kind of worrying for him.. Even though I know he is smart, and he have been saying that he got study, but I hope he got A1 A1 A1!!! Shall go temple with jaslyn to pray for our loves one. ♥
Day 36.
Wednesday, September 29, 2010 @ 11:59 PM Day 36.
You go to promnight! YAY! :D
Day 35.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010 @ 10:32 PM Day 35.
I'm so loney today. How do you feel when you saw me alone? Are you sad? D:
I hope we will patch, dear, I miss you.
Day 34.
Monday, September 27, 2010 @ 10:56 PM Day 34.
Dear baby, I'm jealous today. You are so close with jiahui, feel kind of uncomfortable about it. I miss you, can you hear my soul screaming at you?
Day 33.
Sunday, September 26, 2010 @ 10:44 PM Day 33.
Dear God, I hope that tony work hard and play hard at the same time. I hope he is able to pass his Nlevel, I willing to do anything. ♥
Day 32.
Saturday, September 25, 2010 @ 8:35 PM Day 32.
Hello tony, got study? Jiayou! ♥
Day 31.
Friday, September 24, 2010 @ 12:02 AM Day 31.
I love you, do you still love me? Is exactly one month since we break, did you notice?
Day 30.
Thursday, September 23, 2010 @ 11:54 PM Day 30.
I can't stand it. I still love you like there is no tomorrow, I still miss you baby..
Day 29.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010 @ 10:18 PM Day 29.
Today is mid autumn festival. I cried. I thought I can get over it, but I can't.. Still remember last year? We went over to Jaslyn's place to play, I still have the photo with me.. I miss you dear, can we patch... I guess the chances of patching is getting smaller and smaller, I need you boy..
Day 28.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010 @ 12:15 AM Day 28.
爱一个人并不一定要得到. 我只要你每天开开心心的，就行了!
♥ 高铭远，要开心哦? ♥
Day 27.
Monday, September 20, 2010 @ 1:21 AM Day 27.
Happy birthday "Baby!" ♥ ♥ ♥
Day 26.
Sunday, September 19, 2010 @ 8:52 PM Day 26.
Tonight will be T's birthday.. Should I give or not? I miss him...
Day 25.
Saturday, September 18, 2010 @ 1:15 AM Day 25.
Time pass rest fast. I skip Day 24 post..
Today went out with T and co to celebrate T's & Joel's birthday. It was a very unsuccessful outing. But T manage to talk to me first. I love him, do he know that? I almost ask for patch, but lucky I control myself, if not everything about us will be ruin..
Day 23.
Thursday, September 16, 2010 @ 1:17 AM Day 23.
I want to complete,
Day 22.
Wednesday, September 15, 2010 @ 12:18 AM Day 22.
I love you:
1. We can't talk.
2. We can't message.
3. We can't call.
4. We can't look.
5. We can't hold.
6. We can't hug.
7. We can't kiss.
8. But imissyou...
Day 21
Tuesday, September 14, 2010 @ 12:10 AM Day 21. TIME CHECK}12:10AM
Dear dairy,
T's birthday is coming nearer and nearer, I hope everything will turn out find.. Today T seem to be very emotional, is he okay? Dear dairy, I am so glad that I got an A2 for my additional mathematics. T and me argue about our paper1&2 marks, the feeling is back, can he feel it? Actually, i miss him alot.. ♥♥♥
Day 20.
Monday, September 13, 2010 @ 12:59 AM Day 20.
I still love you, can you feel it?
1.When a girl says she’s sad, but she isn’t crying, it means she’s crying in her heart.
2. When she ignores you after you’ve done something wrong, it’s best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart.
3. A girl can’t find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to ‘get over him’ after the relationship’s over.)
4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even when she's busy.
5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt.
6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually not sure how to react to them.
7. If you don’t like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.
8. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.
9. A smile means a lot to a girl.
10. Don’t try to guess a girl’s feelings. Ask her.
11. A simple ‘Hi’ can brighten a girl’s day.
12. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.
13. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them.
14. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.
15. A kiss on her forehead with brighten her day.
Day 19.
Sunday, September 12, 2010 @ 2:22 AM Day 19.
People change, feeling change. It doesn't mean that the love once shared wasn't true and real. It simply just means that sometimes when people grow, they grow apart. -tumblr.com
Day 18.
Saturday, September 11, 2010 @ 1:46 PM Day 18.
Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
1. Tony: Hi T. Study hard okay? I'll be waiting for you after N. And thanks for everything. ♥♥♥
2. Zoe: Hello bitch. Hehehe. You’re the best! For always making me laugh and talking cock with you always the most fun one. DON’T SO STRESSED OK. You can make it through Olevel!
3. Mingya: Hey babe. I've missed you & it's been long since we went out together. After Nlevel okay? Love you. & Happy birthday!
4. Jaslyn: Hi sweetheart. You need to cheer up and grow some confidence. <3 I love you the way you are. And remember to love yourself. :D
5. Drew: Hello mummy. I missed you too. This period of time never hang out with you make me feel damn empty and weird. We are sister remember? Jiayou for your N. <3
6. Liying: Hello tootz. Long long time no roller blade le. Missed those days yea? Cheer up and hope you we get our love yea? Don't miss him, must miss me. :D
7. Yixiang: Hi xiang. I don't know what to write because we are drifting apart.. D: Stay close alright? <3
8. Mummy: Dear mummy, I starting to teasure you le. I love you. <3
9. Daddy: Please stop drinking and smoking like no one else business, is bad for your health. I love you too. & please give me money on time. :D
10. To my future: I hope you’re good.
Day 17.
Friday, September 10, 2010 @ 2:06 PM Day 17.
Dear God, I have 3 wishes. I hope you can fulfill all my wishes.
I really need to control myself, not to do anything at this moment.
Day 16.
Thursday, September 09, 2010 @ 8:43 PM Day 16.
Thanks Weili & Queena. :D
I learn to take a step back, will wait patiently for you to return.
I love you, ♥
Day 15.
Wednesday, September 08, 2010 @ 6:26 PM Day 15.
I really enjoyed lunch with you. ♥
Day 14.
Tuesday, September 07, 2010 @ 5:53 PM Day 14.
Nothing much, I still love him alot. ♥
Day 13.
Monday, September 06, 2010 @ 5:34 PM Day 13.
I will wait for the day to come, stay patient for my ♥ to be back.
Ilo♥ehim.
Day 12.
Sunday, September 05, 2010 @ 9:33 AM Day 12. You are someone special who is worth waiting for..
1. He held me tight everytime I was gonna fall. Literally.
2. He hugged me in front of my friends when I was crying.
3. He gets so worried everytime I’m sick and keeps nagging.
4. He don’t like me to be alone.
5. He’ll keep calling me and teasing me and cheering me up when I was sad.
6. He stuck up for me when everyone’s against me.
7. He’s been really forgiving and understanding.
8. I love him. ♥
Day 11.
Saturday, September 04, 2010 @ 10:05 AM Day 11.
What we see isn’t always true, sometimes we should believe in what our heart feels. Sometimes I wish I could just fast-forward through time, just to see if it was all worth it in the end. After N. ♥
Day 10.
Friday, September 03, 2010 @ 9:49 PM Day 10.
Until I lose you, I realise many thing..
It is naive to think or do things this way. It doesn't help in this realistic world. Tension starts to arise, misunderstandings occur and so on. I should had done a better job if only... "Treasure what you have. Love with all your heart. Trust with all your might."
♥ Romeo, I will wait for your return.
Day 9.
Thursday, September 02, 2010 @ 10:00 PM Day 9.
I am already trying my very best.. Dear God, why must you pull me down when I am trying to climb up? I really can't control my emotional anymore, I burst out.. No matter is the group of friend sitting nearby him, or even form teacher, pulling me down to the lowest point. I am really afraid, but I want to thanks Tony's mum for pulling me up during this darkest moment.
Tony: Thanks for concerning about between me and my dad. I will wait for you, wait after N. ♥
Day 8.
Wednesday, September 01, 2010 @ 5:47 PM
Day 8, since we break, what a nice number! :/
"Nothing matters more than you do. But I found something that replaced you this moment; Studies!"
Happy Teachers' Day to all teacher! Is teachers' day today, had a day break from school. 5days to first N-level paper, so freaking fast! What I'm afraid of is my English paper on the 8th of September! Why must English subject fall on the most important date, MOE so unfair! Sad face.
Tony going had his hair cut today, hope he is still handsome as ever yea? We are friend! :D