Hello.♥ I'm SZECHI. Turning nineteen on MAY10. :D
I didn’t change. I just grew up, that’s all.
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Saturday, October 30, 2010 @ 7:42 PM Day 67.
My heart beats quickly as I lay there still feeling your body wrapping around mine
I close my eyes noticing that there is nothing left
What I can only do is to dream
No matter how much i want you back
For you have left me here with nothing but a memory
you've been gone for quite some time
but the memory of you still lives on
it seems like it's just few minutes you've left
my heart can still feel the pain
every birthday
every holiday
every day
I wish i could spend those days with you
like the many years before and after
now i can only spent these days by the memory of
your smiles , your voice
your kisses , your hugs
those small , detailed memories of you
I have to admit
i still cry at night
as i think of the past
of all the memories we had
even though I'm already really sucked dry .
you've been gone for quite some time
but the memory of you still lives on with me .
A memory of what we had
A memory of nothing more at this time nothing to look forward to
My heart aches as I open my eyes
I turn around and see nothing but an empty bed
I've hug those things you've once touched
The scent of you makes me wonder where could you been
I have lost a person that could never be replaced but it has vanished right before my eyes
They say “A memory will last a life time”
But I say “A memory will only last a life time as long as you can keep it alive inside of your heart”
I know that I love you truly and deeply
The heart that truly loves never forgets <3