Hello.♥ I'm SZECHI. Turning nineteen on MAY10. :D
I didn’t change. I just grew up, that’s all.
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Wednesday, February 16, 2011 @ 12:46 AM The truth hurts, what can I say?
1) I know we are friend.
2) I'm not over him yet.
3) But feeling is fading slowly as day goes by.
Around two years ago, I guess that was puppy love. I met the first guy I truly love. People often asked me, if I’m waiting for him still. My answer was no. But that doesn’t mean he’s a no big deal in my heart, he still means a lot to me. Even if I’m over him, we’re just friend. Nothing more than that, we're just friend. We’ve known each other for too long, it’s impossible to fall back on love track. Even if it really do, is miracle. I hate writing such stuff, especially mentioning it my blog. So this is the best way I can convey my feelings. I’m not trying attract any unwanted attention, good on you if you think I am. I hate feeling pressurized by this issue, the best way is to make things clear. Once and for all. I’m sorry for being such an idiotic person..
Life recently was getting better. How awesome my surrounding friends could be? They cheer me up whenever my brain go haywire. I love them lots. However my studies standard kept dropping. Shall start seeing subject teacher yea? Oh man, I'm sick and tired of my blogskins and songs. Shall change it once I'm free! Going off to bed, nights reader!