Hello.♥ I'm SZECHI. Turning nineteen on MAY10. :D
I didn’t change. I just grew up, that’s all.
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Tuesday, June 14, 2011 @ 1:47 AM Hi. My studies is screwed. It's okay. I'LL WORK HARD AND START STUDYING AND PAYING ATTENTION. I've nothing to do now. Few more hours to prepare and meeting friends for mahjong. (:
Two more weeks, school gonna start. July will be a busy month, Olevel practical, oral, etc... Olevel is getting nearer and nearer and my heart is pumping faster and faster. I cant imagine Olevel is really just 4months later, its like super fast. Secondary one is just like yesterday, time really flies~
I really have no motivation. Left with 4/5 of homeworks to be done.. In a blink of an eyes, months has passed. 6months ago, I keep on repeating how badly I want to work hard for Olevel, but when it left about 4months, I start to panic. Cause I have not been studying. I'm afraid of failing and can't go to the poly I wanted to. That's my future, I can't possible give up now.
I'm still not bucking up, playing around. Totally neglect about studies. I shall get myself back to the right track and do what I supposed to be doing. I won't want to drown myself in tears and sobbing about the reality. I gotta pull up my socks and study real super hard. I don't wanna mum or teachers to be disappointed in me. I hope I've the determination. :)
Recently have a group of awesome friends. CDAC become my second home. ^^